CRUEL, EVIL HEARTLESS MONSTER!!!!!

How could ANYONE BE SO CRUEL?...SO EVIL?..SO HEARTLESS!!!?? HOW??

YOU poisoned my Hailey, you MURDERED one of my BABIES, my friend and my joys in life!! Do YOU even KNOW THAT?

YOU took a LIFE, and I PRAY YOU get the ULTIMATE PRICE for taking her away from US, no matter how annoying, or irriting she was to YOU, or if YOU were planning to rob the house, YOU could have done it without taking a LIFE!

She may be JUST A DOG to YOU, in YOUR eyes she might be NOTHING, but to us, she's A LIVING BEING!!

Can YOU imagine my PAIN of having seen her LIFELESS body, with her PURPLE tongue hanging out like that, when I knew she had so much of LIFE in that tubby body of hers? In fact, if YOU had kn0wn her, she was MORE than Full of Life!!

HOW COULD YOU EVEN DO THIS? Do YOU not FEAR the consequences of YOUR action?
To WHOEVER YOU ARE out there, and if YOU happened to read this, I PRAY YOU'LL NEVER BE SLEEPING PEACEFULLY AFTER THIS, I pray that YOU'LL never be even able to EAT with all the Sins that YOU have done...YOU MURDERER!!


To my readers, I lost one of my babies, my dog the beagle named Hailey today afternoon. This is what happened. I got a call around 2.10pm, I was on my way to see a client coming from Kajang to Shah Alam. I just couldn't register what was going on then, I thought it was a normal sickness...why didn't I listen to the alarm bells ringing in my heaD? Oh why!!

My partner called me, this is what he said. " Eh, urgent! B.Anne (his sister) told me Hailey's sick, she looks like she's dying! where are you now? I was thinking whether can help take her to the vet? I can't cause I'm further away..

My response was in a restless and worried voice, I said " I can't either, what happened? I can't make it in time because i'm on the federal road, also further away from Puchong and there's traffic plus my client is waiting, how?"

After sighing so much, I'd suggested to ask his "brother" who has driving license to bring first without delay and then inform me, I'll see if I can finish my appoinment fast and catch up with them at the vet. The partner sigh and said, let me see what I can do.

I waited...in about ten minutes my phone rang again, and I had a feeling she'd pass away. I was right....I didn't want to be right! "Hailey died...apparently she was poisoned...she was foaming at her mouth...I'm on my way to bury her.."

Driving all the way to Shah Alam, I was stunned and tears were threatening to fall at anytime...
Pet owners, you all know this feeling..

I rushed as fast as I could, I wanted to see her before the she merged with the earth, I dreaded it, but I know I must...I have to...

After coming out of the car, I'd walked unsteadily to the spot where the earth had already been dug out, ready to receive my baby....I looked at my partner, all sweating and holding the hoe.....and thats when I spotted her.....

I saw the box....she's inside...I know it....but still...I still deny....my partner asked me to put her in the freshly dug grave by the side of the road near his dad's place.....I decline...I refused....I was repulsed.....my hailey....

He tipped the box over, .... and I slowly walked around the side till.....I saw her properly now....
I wailed....." MY POOR BABY!!!" I emmidiately bend down, heels or not..... gently stroking her puppy, lifeless....floppy ears...they won't flop no more.....she still looked healthy.....but I was antogonized further, the piercing stabs in my soul could not ease the sight I was not prepared to see.....

There, before me...as I slowly saw her face....the true horror...the PROOF that she had suffered indoubiously...the pained look...and the horrible PURPLE of her tongue hanging painfully out her little mouth of what used to be a cheeky grin!!!

That was it!! I was filled with anger and horror, the same questions rotating over, and over and OVER in my head....HOW??!!!!! HOW COULD YOU?? YOU, WHOEVER YOU ARE, WHAT KIND OF A MONSTER ARE YOU???


WHAT kind of a monster did this to you my baby?....what did you ever do to deserve this evil act, this horrible death??? You deserved NONE OF THIS, no matter how naughty and playful, and annoying you were....you were like a child! everything in your sight was exciting and interesting....you had to be intrigued..who can ever blame you for that??

My baby....forgive me...if you can hear my heart and my prayers, forgive me for not protecting you better....forgive me for all the sins I'd ever did to you....forgive me if I had not love you enough, I feel I haven't..... Forgive me for not bringing you justice and Forgive me for you deserve so much better than this!

Mummy and Daddy is already missing you, you left not even 24 hours....the pain is still fresh....